LIFE

I've been gone for a while.... not really back...

"Life" has been happening. There are certains things the we have no control of and death is one of those things. It always happens when you least expect it. I know that's a funny way to express it.... I mean, we all know that death is a part of life and at some point we all take our last breath. Some people may argue about what happens after that, but the point is it happens. So even though we expect death we are at the same time not expecting it. It's still one of those things that takes 7 seconds of breath from us while we try to comprehend what will no longer "be".

Last month was my time to really deal with that part of life. Starting with the day I celebrated my 26 years of life. So while I had one life to celebrate I had many to mourn. I always say death is a selfish thing.... for the living. I believe when it's your time to go, you go. The people left behind mourn because of what they lost not because of what the deceased left behind.

I've wanted to write about the things that are going on in my life for a while, but it's difficult. I am not at a loss for words, I think I have more clarity than I've ever had during this blogging experience, but out of respect for the living and the dead I will keep quiet until the time is right to share.