Insomnia

Why am I still up? It's only 11:42 so it's still kinda early, but I have to get up at 5:30 to go to work.... and speaking of work I am really hating my job right now. I know I said in the previous post I had my job for a reason, I do, but that doesn't mean I have to like it. I am very thankful for my job I just hate the fact that my noctural desires can't conform into a daytime lifestyle and not to mention the fact that I commute 2hrs for work everyday..... it sucks. It was so worth it in the beginning, but now with the gas prices and my nocturnal habits it's becoming harder to justify this position. I can't sleep at night even when I am extremely tired.... this is just so inconvenient. Oh yeah I've become even more of a lazy bum.... so after my commute to work, I sit for 8 hours (not getting much mental stimulation) then make my commute home.... I come home and become a cucumber, carrot, a stalk of celery or whatever vegetable you prefer, but like I said before I am not looking for another job right now... I'm gonna ride this out and see what happens. Until then I hope I can get this insomnia under control.

Other things......

So today I was reading this blog and I started thinking about my legend or who or what others perceive me to be and the perception I have of other people and trust me perception is not always reality. I am not sure what my legend is.... I've never asked and have never been told. I am so guilty of going for the hype of the legend and it is quite possible that I have missed out on some good men based on the legend.... Oh well. I'm sure you clicked the link and read the post and if you didn't here you go again... don't forget to read my comment. So yeah I admit it I have a small crush on a fellow blogger. It's a strange thing. I've never met this person before... at least I don't think I have, but reading their words for almost a year has intrigued me and well.... you know.... curiosity killed the cat. This man's legend is copious. Well at least my perception of him based on the accounts of his life that he shares is. Hey, I could be wrong, but I guess we won't know until I find out (get it).

I guess HC was right... writing whatever comes out of my brain does make this thing interesting... at least it is for me.

It's now 1:19 I guess I should try to sleep....